Your God, Our God and The God

So recently I have been impressed from the message (or rather a question) I got from one of the movie...question was raised if God has created the man or man has created the God of his own purpose...? Too simple to read, most difficult to answer...first do something then to cover the same, make a God for yourself, to help you, to convince yourself, to answer your question(s)...sometimes don't we feel that we turn our own God while ask about certain task to do or not to do?

In your inner soul, if in case we have to do something, we anyhow will convince ourselves...weather it is right or wrong...we raise a question for ourselves, making our own answer for the same (and the answer is always what we want to do since the time we raised the question...)...but somewhere, we need to convince ourselves and that is what takes time...to go to our Almighty and ask for the permission by giving pros and cons (not to say always pros wins if we need to do the task, and cons wins if we don't want to do the task...)

So here again comes the matter weather God created the man or for own convenience, we created him, for our own purpose... To blame someone if something goes wrong with us...to call someone in bad time...to ask for something (and almost all the time we need to get something...)...This again creates another question of faith...if someone do have faith in God, in destiny and all related things, then what is there to ask...? It is a very simple confusion (though its a confusion...) that if we believe in Almighty...we need not to ask for something because believing in him itself means we are on the same page with him, we are agreeing with the fact that what all we get till now in life, what all happened with ourselves in past, what all is happening in present and what all future holds for us...is alright...and it is his wish for us, which has done in past, which is getting resolved in present and which will be done in future too...no matters what will happen to our faith, it will remain same, it will not change, can't be manipulated...

In second case, if we don't carry a faith...even if we think we have the greatest faith in almighty, but somewhere it is not (otherwise we should not be in a position to question in any case about past/present/future...) so in this situation, we create our own God to convince ourselves, to pamper ourselves and giving a strong feeling if we should do the thing what we think or not to do the same...in any case, one creates his/her own God, create question, get the answer, if not getting the answer, waiting for miracle like Almighty will appear in dreams and will assist me...(or anything and something like that...)...if miracle also don't work...then anyhow convincing our own God for anything we want to do, is for a good sake for sure.

Not commenting on anyone's faith, believe, feelings...just thought of it if this is what we are doing...or if you are also thinking if this is what we used to do with ourselves...with Almighty...manipulating him like what and as we want...blaming him whatever for we want to blame him...creating him as and when required...Just to remind one quote...God loves us the way we are, but too much to leave us that way...

Someone said it right...What we are is God's gift to us, what we become is our gift to God...and I am convinced that He (God) does not play dice...

In the start and the end...its the matter of faith and belief...not one's writing...

myself...

Sometimes you don't know what you are searching for...if you say its an excuse to do nothing, I am ready to accept...coz I know I would be somewhere in the deep thinking which you can't get in at the moment...I am not making any excuse. This is a fact and you have to ask yourself...If that could be money with a great designation you wished, you are at that point...why not? I am in confusion...reason being, you get all what you want...and if you get that, you become more hungry...and more and more...there is no end...there is no limit...human nature...Have you feel that whatever you wish to be...you got it and post that...you wish more and more... And after every next level you achieved...insecurity raises high and high...you have more bills to pay...you have more instalments...more EMIs...or whatever...your near and dear ones need more from you and to get that, you have to do a lot more...

When you started with few bucks...you were in the seventh sky...now at present you are at the multiplication of that with 5 or 6 or 7 or even 9...and still there is a feeling inside that "u r nothing, u r nowhere"...what’s the deal? Where is the promise you made to yourself that you will do this, you will do that and all gone? You gone to US, UK..Wherever...you made money...you made friends...but where are you? Are you there where you wished to be? Are you doing what you wanted to be? So what you made out of it? You wanted not to be payable to someone...but a balance sheet is waiting there on your name with bank...waiting for your next appraisal...huge expectation of near n dear ones...waiting there to get fulfil...

So where are you? You are lost somewhere...somewhere in this race...somewhere in this race to be superior...somewhere in this race to be someone...to handle people...can you handle yourself in a way you always wished to be?? You can't...so how you can handle other people? How you can be happy just by a quote "SIR" if someone said this to you? How you can be happy not to be yourself by saying yes n yes to all your superiors when you are not happy by yourself...??

Okay...here goes my side...

Have you ever gone through the life of anyone he who wanted to be himself and succeed? No...? Yes...? Whatever...

I have gone through..but don't want any life like that...as like you don't want any life like that...

Ghalib...? Sindbaad...? Arastu...? Lao Tse...? Heard of them? No..? Go Google...

Anywayz...Whoever they were...whatever they did...they were themselves...They didn’t changed anything inside them...for at least this world...They did they wanted to do...and they survived their life...they were not rich..they were hardly capable to arrange the things for their survival...but they did whatever they wanted...that was the liberty..that was their own freedom...that was in between them...Kings of themselves...which is more important rather than king of all by winning anyone else...I mean you can be funny...you can make other's happy by jokes...but deep inside....you know what is going on...what you are doing..only you can know...but they were what they wanted to be...and everyone around them was a part of that...

Sorry..I am not a follower...I don't follow anyone...but at least can appreciate...

They were not famous at their time...because of the reason they didn't wanted to be...but we....we want to be famous...we want that people should know us...at present...not in the future...not saying that this is wrong...just trying to accept that their approach was right...


I am done with my frustration...thanks for reading and have a good tomorrow ahead...and yes please... don't forget to smile today, tomorrow may be worst... :)